okay so i know i already posted today but whatever ive got more to say.this post is all about being annoyed at little things going on right now.first thing that annoys me,is i have strep at the moment and well quite frankly,its painful, and very very annoying...i mean its gettin better but ulcers on the tonsels are intensly painful.
annoying thing number two,all these stupid christmas commercials and sale ads and whatnot takin over the world,its not even thanksgiving yet people,i mean come on...i wanna get fat on turkey before i even think about christmas shopping...grrr
thirdly im soo annoyed at the lack of gluten free awareness in the world.i mean they have five hundred different variations of cookin shows tellin you how to make pasta but not a one menttioning anything about gluten free cooking...i want people to care a little bit more...i mean,theres more of us gluten intolerant people out there than the world might think...the food availability and variety is getting better but still...
anyway this is short and sweet so byyyyyy
shilo
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
gay rights,and a bit of a recap.:*for my brother*
alright guys,its been awhile and for that i apologize.today though i would like to talk about something pretty big,well somethin really important to me,but first i have to tell you this,and well i also need to bring up the past as another small subtopic.so to recap,ive got a couple subtopics and then a main topic to tell you.so,first subtopic,my smartphone...
i got this new smartphone about a week ago,its a samsung replenish,its actually pretty sweet but,two days after i got it,i was already outsmarted by its obvious superior intelligence.i mean everthing was going great until it decided it wouldnt work.my wifi wouldnt pick up any networks,my three g and regular service wouldnt work,and all of this was in town where you would think it would want to work.sadly,it took five people,and me turning it off then back on to realize it had been in airplane mode all day...my phone is officially smarter than me,pathetic haha.
okay moving on to subtopic two.this ones kinda rough...my jobs been giving me stress and makin me all depressed and such again,and well weve covered before that i dont do the whole depression thing well,and a couple weeks ago,i kinda just let it get to me.the sad part it,well its all sad but still,i tried to use a box cutter,for reasons you should already know,abd well it didnt work.its crazy,when im not trying to cut myself it will happen a hundred times,but when im trying,its barely a scratch...but regardless,i have moved on from that,tryng not to let my job get to me anymore.
but anyway its maintopic time.we are gonna discuss the whole gay thing...you know those commercials where they yell at people for using the saying thats so gay,they are pretty popular nowadays,anyway,i used to say that saying a lot,and then my amazing,curagious brother,came out saying he was gay.well other than it being a total shock,i was really the only one who didnt completely flip out.i mean yea he was real annoying about it at first and he always yelled at me for saying that something was gay..but the more time that passed,the more i realized how much it could hurt somebody,how much it does hurt somebody.its not fair,and so i started standing up for gay rights.in highschool,i participated in the day of silence campaign,it brings awareness to gay an lesbian society who wont or cant speak for themselves.i let my senior writing class be a door to let my stance on the issue known,i wrote a couple papers on it.i am slowly becoming one of those stars on the commercial,stopping people from using the term gay as an insult...it makes me sad to hear and see the stories about gay teens getting bullied to the point of suicide,and this is why the issue needs to be addressed.so they have different ways of living sexually,but they are humans,just like us.they dont deserve to be treated this way.so this is for my brother,my old friends and my new friends,im taking a stand for all the gay kids who still are or ever have been bullied...its not nor will ever be fair and im going to be one to make sure it stops...
thanks for visiting today,love shi
Monday, September 19, 2011
Putting it simply....
Hey there empty world that is cyber space,or should i say,the empty world i inhabit here with zero followers?Oh well either way,its good to be back here after my slightly too long hiatus.I guess i should do a little updating,i left my last blog a little bit of a clifhanger.I mean i dropped the big depression bomb,that was tough to let out but it feels better.But i would like all the little ghosts out there to know that my facebook project was pretty much a success.I havent felt the need to post a reason why life was good in about a month.Ive been happy,i havent felt the piercing sting of my depression.It feels like a new beginning.Next,my best friend Autumn and I started doing our little secret thing again.We share secrets between each other,its kind of like my facebook project but it goes much deeper than that,this is more personal.I share stuff to her that i would never post to facebook.So thats kind of my vice now.
Okay moving on,todays big discussion is on religion.Dont worry im not going to get all bible thumper on anyone,im meerly going to point out my views,how i feel.I have arrived at a point in my life where i have decided that no one religion should be better than the other.Each one is right in there own rights.I dont want to associate with one religion,when all of them are basically the same.Yes,i believe there is a god,a jesus,i believe they died for my sins,that there is a better place called heaven,and a worse place called hell,however i do not believe that i should call myself a christian,or a catholic,or any of those.To chose,in my mind,would place one religion higher than one another,therefore i wont pick.I will celebrate my religion in my own ways,in my own home,where i feel comfortable.I do not want to go to a church where ive always felt they want to force their religion upon you,tell you how you live your life is unfit or wrong,Its not right,nor is it fair.Im not an athiest,however if this were being looked at from a political standpoint,i suppose id chose the independant party in religion.Siding with parts of each and all religions,and not putting all my faith in one that may or may not be falted in how it practices.Does that make sense? I dont really know if it will to you but to me?It makes all sense in the world.
On a lighter note,my silly cat,Miss Tombstone,I feel may be resorting to a hunger strike soon,as she can no longer use her escape route into my ceiling.Now i love good ol' ceiling cat as much as the next lolcatz fan does,but when it becomes and everyday,multiple time a day,rescue mission to get her back to the safety of the floor,something had to be done.She hates me right now but she will get over it,cats are pretty forgiving....right?
Anyway,lastly,i just want to add that the best way to spend a sicky day is spending all day stretched out on the couch with your dad,watching multiple movies.He is feeling better,whereas i am feeling worse...Hopefully it passes soon,not that i have much to do with my time at the moment,considering ive been laid off from work but its okay,im enjoying the relaxation!
Whelp,im tired and the sickness is making it worse so im going to check out.Thanks for visiting the Graveyard today,sorry for the ranting!!
Peace and love,
SHILO
Okay moving on,todays big discussion is on religion.Dont worry im not going to get all bible thumper on anyone,im meerly going to point out my views,how i feel.I have arrived at a point in my life where i have decided that no one religion should be better than the other.Each one is right in there own rights.I dont want to associate with one religion,when all of them are basically the same.Yes,i believe there is a god,a jesus,i believe they died for my sins,that there is a better place called heaven,and a worse place called hell,however i do not believe that i should call myself a christian,or a catholic,or any of those.To chose,in my mind,would place one religion higher than one another,therefore i wont pick.I will celebrate my religion in my own ways,in my own home,where i feel comfortable.I do not want to go to a church where ive always felt they want to force their religion upon you,tell you how you live your life is unfit or wrong,Its not right,nor is it fair.Im not an athiest,however if this were being looked at from a political standpoint,i suppose id chose the independant party in religion.Siding with parts of each and all religions,and not putting all my faith in one that may or may not be falted in how it practices.Does that make sense? I dont really know if it will to you but to me?It makes all sense in the world.
On a lighter note,my silly cat,Miss Tombstone,I feel may be resorting to a hunger strike soon,as she can no longer use her escape route into my ceiling.Now i love good ol' ceiling cat as much as the next lolcatz fan does,but when it becomes and everyday,multiple time a day,rescue mission to get her back to the safety of the floor,something had to be done.She hates me right now but she will get over it,cats are pretty forgiving....right?
Anyway,lastly,i just want to add that the best way to spend a sicky day is spending all day stretched out on the couch with your dad,watching multiple movies.He is feeling better,whereas i am feeling worse...Hopefully it passes soon,not that i have much to do with my time at the moment,considering ive been laid off from work but its okay,im enjoying the relaxation!
Whelp,im tired and the sickness is making it worse so im going to check out.Thanks for visiting the Graveyard today,sorry for the ranting!!
Peace and love,
SHILO
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Update/anti-medication stance
Okay so i have to say,in todays post,im taking a stand against doctors.Most specifically,shrinks.They are pretty much all the same.They have you come into their office,they stare you down,make assumptions on the things you say,scrutinize every little detail of your every day life,do all these little things that always come to the same conclusion;YOU NEED MEDICATION! I mean its their fall back option.But really,why is it always the answer? Why do doctors feel that problems can only be solved by medication and therapy.Well im taking a stand,i have found a way that works for me.My own therapy,my own medication.And before you go making assumptions,i swear its not weed,im not going out and getting high,thats not me!Seriously though,my medication is more so obtained by facebook statuses!!!!
Okay that makes no sense,what i mean is,remember back on my last post or maybe the post before where i said i was going to start finding 1 reason a day as to why life is good???? Well ive got to tell you,today is day 22,and i must admit,i havent felt sad.Ive been super happy and really carefree.Im me again.This self-therapy has even made it so that ive gone 4 days without even needing to post a reason because ive been that happy.(but one the fourth day,i did go back and make up for it by posting 4 reasons.I made a promise to myself,ive got to stick to it.)Am i saying this will/would work for everyone? No,because everyone works differently.What i am saying however,is that medication shouldnt be the first resort of doctors.They need to explore the other options available.I mean especially for kids and teens.Im living proof that medication isnt always a necessity.
Im one of those teens who plotted suicide,ive been close to it before.I was,to a certain extent,a cutter.I did it,but i never took those sessions to the point where it would leave scars because i didnt want to have to explain it to people.But my depression was getting so bad recently that tiny things would make me explode.One little thing would send me into multiple day even week long or more depressed binges where no one could really get through to me.It was really impossible.I didnt want people to help,i didnt think they could.I had to help me.I had to find a way to help me,no one else.So my internal battle came to its head,met its match,hit that wall i suppose,where i just told myself that something has to give.The moment was a few weeks ago when one of exs just kind of apologized for everything and said that hed always love me,that there would always be a place in his heart for me,and that was kind of the last thing i got to hear from him,because the next day,he shipped off to texas for basic.But even that got my low to spike and i couldnt handle it,but with the inadvertant help of my bestfriend telling me it wasnt worth and getting pretty mad at me for gettin upset over a boy,it kinda woke me up.From that moment i knew i had to change.I needed to change how i was acting,who i was.I needed to be happy again,and not just for a couple days.
But now i feel confident.Between my poetry that i dedicate myself to,my daily status of inspiration,and my bestfriend,im finally getting to the place where i need to be.Almost a full month of happiness and i hoping with constant dedication,im looking at many more to come!!!!!!!!!
SO to recap,NOT EVERY PATIENT OF DEPRESSION NEEDS PILLS TO BE HAPPY,just sayin.
Thanks for reading guys,visit again
<3 Shilo <3
Okay that makes no sense,what i mean is,remember back on my last post or maybe the post before where i said i was going to start finding 1 reason a day as to why life is good???? Well ive got to tell you,today is day 22,and i must admit,i havent felt sad.Ive been super happy and really carefree.Im me again.This self-therapy has even made it so that ive gone 4 days without even needing to post a reason because ive been that happy.(but one the fourth day,i did go back and make up for it by posting 4 reasons.I made a promise to myself,ive got to stick to it.)Am i saying this will/would work for everyone? No,because everyone works differently.What i am saying however,is that medication shouldnt be the first resort of doctors.They need to explore the other options available.I mean especially for kids and teens.Im living proof that medication isnt always a necessity.
Im one of those teens who plotted suicide,ive been close to it before.I was,to a certain extent,a cutter.I did it,but i never took those sessions to the point where it would leave scars because i didnt want to have to explain it to people.But my depression was getting so bad recently that tiny things would make me explode.One little thing would send me into multiple day even week long or more depressed binges where no one could really get through to me.It was really impossible.I didnt want people to help,i didnt think they could.I had to help me.I had to find a way to help me,no one else.So my internal battle came to its head,met its match,hit that wall i suppose,where i just told myself that something has to give.The moment was a few weeks ago when one of exs just kind of apologized for everything and said that hed always love me,that there would always be a place in his heart for me,and that was kind of the last thing i got to hear from him,because the next day,he shipped off to texas for basic.But even that got my low to spike and i couldnt handle it,but with the inadvertant help of my bestfriend telling me it wasnt worth and getting pretty mad at me for gettin upset over a boy,it kinda woke me up.From that moment i knew i had to change.I needed to change how i was acting,who i was.I needed to be happy again,and not just for a couple days.
But now i feel confident.Between my poetry that i dedicate myself to,my daily status of inspiration,and my bestfriend,im finally getting to the place where i need to be.Almost a full month of happiness and i hoping with constant dedication,im looking at many more to come!!!!!!!!!
SO to recap,NOT EVERY PATIENT OF DEPRESSION NEEDS PILLS TO BE HAPPY,just sayin.
Thanks for reading guys,visit again
<3 Shilo <3
Thursday, August 11, 2011
From destruction comes something beautiful
So ladies and gents,time to let you guys in on a little secret.Ive started doing this thing with my facebook account,for those who are familiar,where everyday,im going to post a reason why life is good.Today is day 9.And in those 9 days,i havent felt sad,ive been pretty upbeat.I havent really felt the need to be a self-harmer.Lifes turning around,so dont count me out just yet guys.
But even though im pushing past the the depressive side of me,i cant forget the self-harmer me.The me who would sit alone,tears flowing harder and harder,as whatever destructive object i had in hand scratched,sliced,and tore against the inner sanctum on my wrist...Now dont get me wrong,i was never in it for scars or for attempting death,i just needed a release.But thats a me that i can never completely escape and yet,i never really want to.I need that part of me.But its okay,that person doesnt define who i am.Doesnt change who i am.
Today,i stand before my peers as a new person,or i suppose,the free me.By free,i mean ive finally opened myself up to the person i need to be.The person who isnt afraid of the world or afraid of experiences.I am me.A proud Juggalette,a proud social pariah of sorts,a proud country-kid,a proud person.Before,i hid away,scared of what people would think if i walked out in my tripps and psychopathic t's,or showed off my new piercing,or getting tattoos and more piercings.I love this.
So from self-inflicted bloody wrists,in my eyes,the destruction,to the 115 lb beauty that stands before you in either the girly me,the skater me,the goth girl me,or whatever form your getting(the something beautiful),you can be sure that i will be honest,loyal,loving,caring,and most importantly....You can be sure that i will never be anything more than me!
-Miss Shilo,The groundskeeper
But even though im pushing past the the depressive side of me,i cant forget the self-harmer me.The me who would sit alone,tears flowing harder and harder,as whatever destructive object i had in hand scratched,sliced,and tore against the inner sanctum on my wrist...Now dont get me wrong,i was never in it for scars or for attempting death,i just needed a release.But thats a me that i can never completely escape and yet,i never really want to.I need that part of me.But its okay,that person doesnt define who i am.Doesnt change who i am.
Today,i stand before my peers as a new person,or i suppose,the free me.By free,i mean ive finally opened myself up to the person i need to be.The person who isnt afraid of the world or afraid of experiences.I am me.A proud Juggalette,a proud social pariah of sorts,a proud country-kid,a proud person.Before,i hid away,scared of what people would think if i walked out in my tripps and psychopathic t's,or showed off my new piercing,or getting tattoos and more piercings.I love this.
So from self-inflicted bloody wrists,in my eyes,the destruction,to the 115 lb beauty that stands before you in either the girly me,the skater me,the goth girl me,or whatever form your getting(the something beautiful),you can be sure that i will be honest,loyal,loving,caring,and most importantly....You can be sure that i will never be anything more than me!
-Miss Shilo,The groundskeeper
Saturday, July 23, 2011
If i should die before i wake....
Okay so firstly id just like to point out that im typing this through my web-enabled cellular device so perfection,proper grammer,punctuation,and the like are kind of being thrown out the window.Also im pretty sure my un-cool cell wont let me make paragraphs so this is going to be one giant run-on mess.But i have faith that ill make due. Now,please dont be thrown off by the title,i am not,by any means,suicidal right now.Have i been in the past?Yea,i have,im not going to lie to you about it.But,unlike most mature adults may believe,its not just normal teen hormonal,rebellious action,crying out for the right attention.Yea fuck that.I dont need anyones approval,or special attention,the special attentions what made me suicidal in the first place...well okay not the only reason,but it was a part of it.Being different isnt a bad thing,its just when people you love and thought would never hurt you,start treating you like your infected or broken...Yea thats when life gets hard.But i want you guys to know that no matter whats going on in your life,dying isnt going to solve anyones problems.You make think it solves yours but really it doesnt.Its okay to hurt,trust me i know,its how you choose to deal with the pain that defines the person within.I,for one,havent really learned how to deal but this is a topic for another post...So moving on.
Anyway,i picked this titled because its how i feel.If i did die,not necessairly in my sleep,but before i am supposed too,would i be okay with it?Will i have had enough time in this world to fullfill every whim...Or will i have grown to find that i wasted my whole life just wishing.I dont want to grow old wondering what would have happened if i hadnt given this or that a try.I want to know how things will affect my life....I want to know what it feels like to expierence everything.I dont want to be on my dying days,fullfilling a fuckin bucket list,to expierence what the world has to offer me.I want to do it now,when i can still enjoy it.And i do believe you all should too...
In scared of the journey im about to embark on,and thats okay,because i know,in the end,this journey will open my eyes,change my life,make me the person ive always wanted to be.Even if that means abandoning everything i have ever known,for something that could brake me down and change the very fiber of my being...I will do it.
Just remember:Dream big,live for the moment,reach for the sky.Because even if you never touch it,you can at least say you tried,and you wont walk away wishing you tried.
And like always,thanks for visiting the graveyard!
Anyway,i picked this titled because its how i feel.If i did die,not necessairly in my sleep,but before i am supposed too,would i be okay with it?Will i have had enough time in this world to fullfill every whim...Or will i have grown to find that i wasted my whole life just wishing.I dont want to grow old wondering what would have happened if i hadnt given this or that a try.I want to know how things will affect my life....I want to know what it feels like to expierence everything.I dont want to be on my dying days,fullfilling a fuckin bucket list,to expierence what the world has to offer me.I want to do it now,when i can still enjoy it.And i do believe you all should too...
In scared of the journey im about to embark on,and thats okay,because i know,in the end,this journey will open my eyes,change my life,make me the person ive always wanted to be.Even if that means abandoning everything i have ever known,for something that could brake me down and change the very fiber of my being...I will do it.
Just remember:Dream big,live for the moment,reach for the sky.Because even if you never touch it,you can at least say you tried,and you wont walk away wishing you tried.
And like always,thanks for visiting the graveyard!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Revolution
Im writing today really because its been forever and i feel like i need too.I titled todays post "Revolution" becuase i feel like this is how my life is,i feel like im entering a revolution.A new beginning to my life.
I dont neccesarily want to start a revolution,thats just kinda of stupid,but i am,however,enjoying the perks of my own personal uprising against the strongholds of whats considered "normal" in American society today.It didnt happen all at once,though.Like i didnt just wake up one day and say to myself that today was the day i was gonna overthrow society.It was pretty gradual.For example,about a year ago,i got my first tattoo,it was kind of painful.Not the worse expierence ever,but pretty uncomfortable.But that single moment,that single spur-of-the-moment action started this gradual build-up of rebellion that just kind of exploded.I started changing what i wear,changing how i talk and act,ive become more outgoing...well i guess i cant blame that all on the rebellion haha,i have to gie some credit to my best friend,she really helped with that whole "pop-the-bubble" expierience.Ive just become a whole other person,not a bad person,but someone new.Someone that some of my friends dont know how to take,and that kind of scares me,but ive learned to deal with the comings and goings of people...
Recently,about 5 weeks ago actually i went and got my lip pierced with my best friend who got her monroe.It was about the same expierce as the tattoo.It helped finalize my descision that this is who i wanted to be now,this was the person ive been scared to let out and show.But it also led to most of "normal" society to frown upon me.
Take this situation for example.One night at work this guy came up to the counter and was to buy something.I started to fill his order when he says "what happened to your face?It looks like someone shot you in the face with a bb and it got stuck." Well i just kinda played it off with my normal snarky sarcasm by saying "Whoa thats a good one,most people just ask me if i fell in a tackle box,but that is original!" Well he continued on while i finished up his order and right before he left he thought it would be wise to tell me that i would look a whole lot better without it.I didnt ask for his opinion.I dont care what people think of me,i did this to make me happy.Not to make society happy...
I guess my whole point in this rant is to say,dont be afraid to be you.Never hide yourself,never shield yourself.Be who you want to be and never change.Never let the opinions of the few overrule what makes you happy.Because in the end,its all about what matters to you.Be happy,it will all work out in the end!
Peace and love,and thanks for visiting the graveyard today :)
I dont neccesarily want to start a revolution,thats just kinda of stupid,but i am,however,enjoying the perks of my own personal uprising against the strongholds of whats considered "normal" in American society today.It didnt happen all at once,though.Like i didnt just wake up one day and say to myself that today was the day i was gonna overthrow society.It was pretty gradual.For example,about a year ago,i got my first tattoo,it was kind of painful.Not the worse expierence ever,but pretty uncomfortable.But that single moment,that single spur-of-the-moment action started this gradual build-up of rebellion that just kind of exploded.I started changing what i wear,changing how i talk and act,ive become more outgoing...well i guess i cant blame that all on the rebellion haha,i have to gie some credit to my best friend,she really helped with that whole "pop-the-bubble" expierience.Ive just become a whole other person,not a bad person,but someone new.Someone that some of my friends dont know how to take,and that kind of scares me,but ive learned to deal with the comings and goings of people...
Recently,about 5 weeks ago actually i went and got my lip pierced with my best friend who got her monroe.It was about the same expierce as the tattoo.It helped finalize my descision that this is who i wanted to be now,this was the person ive been scared to let out and show.But it also led to most of "normal" society to frown upon me.
Take this situation for example.One night at work this guy came up to the counter and was to buy something.I started to fill his order when he says "what happened to your face?It looks like someone shot you in the face with a bb and it got stuck." Well i just kinda played it off with my normal snarky sarcasm by saying "Whoa thats a good one,most people just ask me if i fell in a tackle box,but that is original!" Well he continued on while i finished up his order and right before he left he thought it would be wise to tell me that i would look a whole lot better without it.I didnt ask for his opinion.I dont care what people think of me,i did this to make me happy.Not to make society happy...
I guess my whole point in this rant is to say,dont be afraid to be you.Never hide yourself,never shield yourself.Be who you want to be and never change.Never let the opinions of the few overrule what makes you happy.Because in the end,its all about what matters to you.Be happy,it will all work out in the end!
Peace and love,and thanks for visiting the graveyard today :)
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Burnt out
Okay so i know im new to this,and i havent posted much,but i thought id take a break from my life and say hi. Today i feel like wrting about how easily a person can become burnt out nowadays.Its like insane.For example,im pretty much a normal teen i think,with battling school and work sceduales,all the while trying to find time to just sit and breathe.You never realize how much you value the childhood innocence of free time until you barely have time to sleep. I mean take me again,from 7 in the morning,which is the usual time i wake up,im gettin ready and on my way to class by 830.From there im in class until 430 on a monday-friday basis.Somedays,if im lucky,i can come straight home and relax,much llike today,but sometimes,its straight to work.I mean sometimes i have an hour or so to chill until i have to go in,but lately,and like tomorrow,its leaving class a little bit before 430 because thats when work is expecting me.And if im lucky ill be out of there at a decent hour,like i have the past couple days,where i have been getting home roughly around 9.But sometimes i have to stay there until 10 or 1030,sometimes later,just to get home at 11 or so,go to bed,just to get up the next morning and do it all over again.I mean im not really complaining,i love my job,i like the people i work with,its just that i dont have any time for myself anymore.I dont have time for my friends much anymore,and im struggling to find time to spend with my family.Im just gettin so tired,so burnt out on it all.I just want more time.
And its not like i can quit my job or anything.I need it.Not so much i have bills to pay,because really i dont,its just that with gas nearing 4 dollars at times,and my ,jumping at the chance not so long ago when it came to purchase my first car,having to buy a big truck.An old truck none-the-less that ive had in the shop multiple times already because things have gone wrong with it.Plus on top of sky-rockiting gas prices,i have to deal with my stupid auto-immune disorder,so i have to buy special foods that i would really rather not burdon anyone with anymore,plus i know what i like and i know what to get and where to find it.So now im back at the beginning.Im tired because im working and going to school upwards of 50 hours a week combined,and yet im working and going to school so i can have a better chance at going somewhere in life and not being completely dependent on someone else.Its quite coplicated.
But one thing i know is for certain.God is always watching me,and no matter how distressed or fried i get,and no matter what problems may arise in my quest for the calm surrender awaiting me after school,He will NEVER let me fall too hard.He will always be there to catch me when i fall,and he will always help me right whats wrong.
So heres to the hope that everyone out in cyber-space is doing alright.Thanks for visiting the graveyard today,its always a pleasure.
-The GroundsKeeper
And its not like i can quit my job or anything.I need it.Not so much i have bills to pay,because really i dont,its just that with gas nearing 4 dollars at times,and my ,jumping at the chance not so long ago when it came to purchase my first car,having to buy a big truck.An old truck none-the-less that ive had in the shop multiple times already because things have gone wrong with it.Plus on top of sky-rockiting gas prices,i have to deal with my stupid auto-immune disorder,so i have to buy special foods that i would really rather not burdon anyone with anymore,plus i know what i like and i know what to get and where to find it.So now im back at the beginning.Im tired because im working and going to school upwards of 50 hours a week combined,and yet im working and going to school so i can have a better chance at going somewhere in life and not being completely dependent on someone else.Its quite coplicated.
But one thing i know is for certain.God is always watching me,and no matter how distressed or fried i get,and no matter what problems may arise in my quest for the calm surrender awaiting me after school,He will NEVER let me fall too hard.He will always be there to catch me when i fall,and he will always help me right whats wrong.
So heres to the hope that everyone out in cyber-space is doing alright.Thanks for visiting the graveyard today,its always a pleasure.
-The GroundsKeeper
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Krogers.
Okay so my first real blog is going to be about KROGER ETIQUETTE! What i mean by this is that im going to make a list of Kroger rules that each and every shopper should adhear to mmk?
KROGER RULES
How to be nice to your baggers
CART RULES
- DO NOT leave your carts in parking spaces. Not only is it rude to other shoppers who now have to drive around to find a different spot,but now us baggers have to go around collecting all those stray carts. We have cart corrals for a reason people.
- DO NOT put your cart in a fire hydrant zone if your local Krogers has one.
- DO NOT walk over and place your cart in an area we just cleaned out. We did not just clean it up for you.
- Please do not leave your cart with/without food stranded in the middle of an aisle when your shopping.If you decide you need nothing,take it back with you since you have to go back that way anyway. Please do not put food in a cart just to leave it,we have to put that all away you know.
- Please check to see how much monies you have BEFORE going to the checkout or decide you want certain food stuffs before going to the checkout,because anything you decide you dont want,we now have to put away.
BAGGING RULES
- Please do not tell us HALF-WAY THROUGH and order that you want paper.Even better,dont get mad than we cant read your mind and you wait till we are started to decide you dont like what we are bagging your groceries in.
- If you have reusable bags,please hand them to us BEFORE unloading your groceries.Same as above really,if you wait till we have started please dont get mad at us for your own mistake.
- Milk does not require a bag.It is easier to carry out of a bag anyway.
Hmm,sounds good to me! This just goes to make your Kroger worker much happier to do their job! Remember,we are there for you,so please dont get mad at us.We do our job so you dont have to.Plus we dont go to your place of work,make a mess,and then expect you to clean it up.Its kinda fair for you to give us the same coutesy. Much thanks.
SHI-SHI
First blog-About me
Okay so this is my first ever blog but i figured since i love to write,id give this a shot.
Im gonna keep my first blog really simple and its just gonna be about me.Let you all get a feel of me and what i do.Not that anyone will ever read this anyway right? Haha. Anyway,lets begin shall we???
My name is Shilo,im 18 years young,well pretty much 19,its just not official yet :). Anyway,i am pretty much the follower type.I dont really get into trouble,but i plot revenge like the best! Im quiet but i love being where all the crazyness is. Its my forte. I never played sports in highschool,i focused all my time on my work and my writing. Im a bangin poet and one day i hope to have my book published. I idolize Robert frost,hes like my hero.
I have some of the best friends in the world so ya'll can be jealous! Im not gonna mention names,its a privacy thing,but i own them my life,like fo real.My head can be crazy sometimes so they help tame it.
Im a country girl,pretty small,but i pack a punch.I drive a big ol' 93 Chevy,with the baddest sound system eva.Im willing to challeng anyone yo! I like four-wheelers and the mud,i frequently walk around in my knee-high converse and booty-shorts,i love Hot Topic,and i love to hunt.Im pretty much as close to being a boy as i can without the hormones,but at the same time im a girly girl.Its a complicated cycle but i rock it !
I work at my local Krogas pushin your carts and baggin ya groceries.But dont you EVER ask me why they dont have a guy doin it cuz i dont find it funny and you may find that your vinegar and baking soda had a fight in ya backseat!!!
You wanna get to know me just keep reading.Youll get a taste of who i am.Oh and dont judge the slight grammatical mistakes,meaning,dont tell me i missed punctuation here or a capital letter there.I know im doin it i just dont wanna fix it.This is how i is,and thats whats up!
Keep reading,i may even post some of my poetry sometime.
Im gonna keep my first blog really simple and its just gonna be about me.Let you all get a feel of me and what i do.Not that anyone will ever read this anyway right? Haha. Anyway,lets begin shall we???
My name is Shilo,im 18 years young,well pretty much 19,its just not official yet :). Anyway,i am pretty much the follower type.I dont really get into trouble,but i plot revenge like the best! Im quiet but i love being where all the crazyness is. Its my forte. I never played sports in highschool,i focused all my time on my work and my writing. Im a bangin poet and one day i hope to have my book published. I idolize Robert frost,hes like my hero.
I have some of the best friends in the world so ya'll can be jealous! Im not gonna mention names,its a privacy thing,but i own them my life,like fo real.My head can be crazy sometimes so they help tame it.
Im a country girl,pretty small,but i pack a punch.I drive a big ol' 93 Chevy,with the baddest sound system eva.Im willing to challeng anyone yo! I like four-wheelers and the mud,i frequently walk around in my knee-high converse and booty-shorts,i love Hot Topic,and i love to hunt.Im pretty much as close to being a boy as i can without the hormones,but at the same time im a girly girl.Its a complicated cycle but i rock it !
I work at my local Krogas pushin your carts and baggin ya groceries.But dont you EVER ask me why they dont have a guy doin it cuz i dont find it funny and you may find that your vinegar and baking soda had a fight in ya backseat!!!
You wanna get to know me just keep reading.Youll get a taste of who i am.Oh and dont judge the slight grammatical mistakes,meaning,dont tell me i missed punctuation here or a capital letter there.I know im doin it i just dont wanna fix it.This is how i is,and thats whats up!
Keep reading,i may even post some of my poetry sometime.
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